Well, today, I have some good and bad news..
Good:
1. my rashes are all better now.
2. there's a new baby girl in my family.
Bad:
1. The baby girl is dying.
2. I'm at the hospital.
3. someone is getting married. (it's bad for me cos I'm afraid there won't be any happiness for me)
4. I have some probs.(only close personal friends know this)
2. there's a new baby girl in my family.
Bad:
1. The baby girl is dying.
2. I'm at the hospital.
3. someone is getting married. (it's bad for me cos I'm afraid there won't be any happiness for me)
4. I have some probs.(only close personal friends know this)
-The baby girl.-
This is how it started.
My uncle's wife is finally pregnant cos they're married for already 2 years and their first baby is a girl. I was soo happy as before, I was the only girl. So, two or three days later, her new-born baby is in an incubator. Actually the baby is born 5 or 6 months early cos the mama had internal bleeding. I wasn't told why but it's really severe. She gave operating birth at exactly 10.55 am. I was still at school at that particular time. I was told about the baby girl thing at lunch.
So, today, I woke up really early 'cos I want to ikut anyone who's going to the hospital because I haven't yet catch any glance of the baby. Only pictures. Since my grandparents are going there because there is an emergency happening to the baby. When I arrived, my aunt's parents were there along with her nephews and brothers and cousins. My uncle was inside the 'SCBU & NICU'. Everyone had to take turns to go in. So altogether, the people who goes in at a time, were three. No one can go in straight away without the father or mother unattended.
I read some cards from parents saying thank you for taking good care of their baby. I noticed that some of the cards say e.g. 28-9-2003 - 15-10-2003. I wondered, did they die? I mean like did something wrong happen to the babies? I read two of those cards. And I cried because I'm afraid the new cousin will DIE. I don't have the pic. uploaded yet.. I'll upload it when I have time.. She's soo freakin' small that my uncle's hand is bigger!
Right now, I have to jet-off to the hospital.. There's another emergency call. I have to be there! She's my beloved one and I'm freakin' stressed about it.. She also doesn't have any chances to survive..
Jetting-off and Signing-off.
This is how it started.
My uncle's wife is finally pregnant cos they're married for already 2 years and their first baby is a girl. I was soo happy as before, I was the only girl. So, two or three days later, her new-born baby is in an incubator. Actually the baby is born 5 or 6 months early cos the mama had internal bleeding. I wasn't told why but it's really severe. She gave operating birth at exactly 10.55 am. I was still at school at that particular time. I was told about the baby girl thing at lunch.
So, today, I woke up really early 'cos I want to ikut anyone who's going to the hospital because I haven't yet catch any glance of the baby. Only pictures. Since my grandparents are going there because there is an emergency happening to the baby. When I arrived, my aunt's parents were there along with her nephews and brothers and cousins. My uncle was inside the 'SCBU & NICU'. Everyone had to take turns to go in. So altogether, the people who goes in at a time, were three. No one can go in straight away without the father or mother unattended.
I read some cards from parents saying thank you for taking good care of their baby. I noticed that some of the cards say e.g. 28-9-2003 - 15-10-2003. I wondered, did they die? I mean like did something wrong happen to the babies? I read two of those cards. And I cried because I'm afraid the new cousin will DIE. I don't have the pic. uploaded yet.. I'll upload it when I have time.. She's soo freakin' small that my uncle's hand is bigger!
Right now, I have to jet-off to the hospital.. There's another emergency call. I have to be there! She's my beloved one and I'm freakin' stressed about it.. She also doesn't have any chances to survive..
Jetting-off and Signing-off.
Love from,
Qeen. <3>
Qeen. <3>
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