You made my weekend! <3

Truthfully, my weekend never got even more better! Friends! what ever will I do without them?? These past two days are the BEST days of my life! Saturday & Sunday.

Today:

Far blanja me and three other girls(Sya, Hazwani, Varissa) to a movie! It was totally fun! More like awesome! We watched the movie 'Night At The Museum 2'. It was funny and exciting! I came a little bit late so I didn't get to see the intro of the movie. My ANNOYING bro made me late! Dammitt! After the movie, we went to buy Crepes and Blizzard from DQ. But this, we paid ourselves. Far's jeans is XL(extra lunggar) so she had to go to Utama Grand to buy a belt. She forgot to try it on first before buying it. So in the toilet, the first thing I heard was that the jeans slipped and she said SHIT. haha! I was like wth? She said that and I laughed! She whined! haha! We bumped into Waie(Our old friend). Kesian ia ah! *LONER!* haha!

Waie, if you're reading this, jangan marah! *NO offense*

Yesterday:

Yesterday, the school organized an audition. Lots of students signed-up. The acting audition was really funny! There was a pissed heart-brokened guy throwing the chair to the other side of the room! haha! All of the audience laughed so hard that the judges had to repeat saying 'SHH!'. The song that Rafie sang made me cry. It reminded me of me. No one was watching when I cried but Waida cried loudly. We had to make her stop crying. The song title is 'Selamat Tinggal, Cinta'. When he walked to the front, everyone cheered and screamed! Sha's voice! It's soo beautiful! She sang the song 'The Hero Inside You', I think. The song was beautiful and her voice made it even more beautiful! It was LIKE WHOA! When I got home, My bro & I had a conversation. It was something like this:

Bro: Hey, Ka, you that tadi, the guys(Year 8 guys) played football inside the Hall half-naked.
Me: wth? You're kidding, rite?
Bro: Does my face say that I'm kidding? I'm serious! They even tried to make me open my baju! haha! The guys who did was SYUKRI, SAFWAN & WAFRI.

Me: Ookayy.. I thought you were kidding. But isn't it disgusting? I mean with all the packs and all..
So, when he said his name, in my thoughts I said: 'Wth? HOTT TUU EHH!!' Like doii! He has PACKS! haha! I don't mean to sound disgusting but it's true!
To guys yang terasa: If you're reading this, SORRY! *If you're mad*


WHoA! These past two days ave been the BESTEST DAYS OF MY LIFE! <3>Thanks to all friends! They're soo awesome!

Far, you made my weekend!
Sya & Hids, you both are always there for me!
Syaza & Irda, my bestest besties! :)

Hazwani & Adli, there! I put your name! PUAS? haha JK! Nada dehh! Ikhlas wah! :L But, you both make me laugh like HELL! haha! Thanks! (L)

Ismail, I owe you A LOT!!

Naj & Wazirah, I owe you both even more!! Thanks! :D

Sugary Lollipoppa, you turned my frown upside down!
Y.A, you cheered me up a little bit but at least.

Seriously, Sugary Lollipoppa did make me smile and laugh! haha! He's really funny!

Lemme just say it again, thanks to all friends! You're always there for me! <3.>

These days.

Hey, I feel like I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone.. HE made me cry last night that I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep. he told me that he has this embarrasing secret that he can't tell anyone. He doesn't even trust me. Today, my eyes look totally different. All my friends told me that I look like I'm crying.. well I am but I feel so stupid! :'( I feel depressed, misused, abused.. Make me believe that your still gonna be around for good. All my friends say kick him out! Let him stay, make him pay!

But I just couldn't let him go! None of us thought it was gonna end this way.. And he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.. the only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishing star. He's a song in the car, I keep on singin' dunno why I do.. He used to make me laugh..

I made him my everything. Now all there's left is nothing.

I wanna just forget everything like how amnesia strikes some people.

Suffocatingly Suffering. :(

Well, today, I have some good and bad news..

Good:

1. my rashes are all better now.
2. there's a new baby girl in my family.

Bad:
1. The baby girl is dying.
2. I'm at the hospital.
3. someone is getting married. (it's bad for me cos I'm afraid there won't be any happiness for me)
4. I have some probs.(only close personal friends know this)

-The baby girl.-
This is how it started.
My uncle's wife is finally pregnant cos they're married for already 2 years and their first baby is a girl. I was soo happy as before, I was the only girl. So, two or three days later, her new-born baby is in an incubator. Actually the baby is born 5 or 6 months early cos the mama had internal bleeding. I wasn't told why but it's really severe. She gave operating birth at exactly 10.55 am. I was still at school at that particular time. I was told about the baby girl thing at lunch.
So, today, I woke up really early 'cos I want to ikut anyone who's going to the hospital because I haven't yet catch any glance of the baby. Only pictures. Since my grandparents are going there because there is an emergency happening to the baby. When I arrived, my aunt's parents were there along with her nephews and brothers and cousins. My uncle was inside the 'SCBU & NICU'. Everyone had to take turns to go in. So altogether, the people who goes in at a time, were three. No one can go in straight away without the father or mother unattended.

I read some cards from parents saying thank you for taking good care of their baby. I noticed that some of the cards say e.g. 28-9-2003 - 15-10-2003. I wondered, did they die? I mean like did something wrong happen to the babies? I read two of those cards. And I cried because I'm afraid the new cousin will DIE. I don't have the pic. uploaded yet.. I'll upload it when I have time.. She's soo freakin' small that my uncle's hand is bigger!

Right now, I have to jet-off to the hospital.. There's another emergency call. I have to be there! She's my beloved one and I'm freakin' stressed about it.. She also doesn't have any chances to survive..

Jetting-off and Signing-off.

Love from,
Qeen. <3>

My first post.

okay. This is my first post. Lemme intro. I'm Asqina. you can call me Qeena or Qeen. I'm 12 going on 13 born on the ninth of 6 1996. (9/6/96) Unique. I go to Yayasan SHHB. Truthfully, when I'm alone, I'm quiet and boring and all I do is smile at strangers who looks at me. But when u get to know me even more better, I'm loud, hilarious and I love to make friends laugh anytime. Like when they're down or the other way round(Hey, that rhymes!)

I can speak both English and Malay. and.. well I'm really blank and I don't know what else to say so I'll be sure to have and post awesome-r things and ideas on my next post. See yaa!

Love,
Qeen. IAB ;]